Ciao: dayco
Stop it … *he tries to shake him off* I don’t even know why I am here … It’s pointless.
No *he knows he shouldn’t, but he feels guilty, worthless, like he’s let Draco down. He thinks hard before swallowing heavily* Alright *he says quietly* Okay. Yes. I’ll do it *he glances at Draco* For you.
*he looks up at Blaise and he replies quietly* Really?
*he looks out the window before stepping over to it and folding his arms. He sighs, before glancing back at him* Yes *he says quietly* But Cormac can never find out *he says sharply, his eyes burning with unexpected tears; was he choosing Draco over Cormac? Or was he just helping a friend? He didn’t know any more. He just knew he’d never forgive himself either way.*
Why would I tell him anything? *he says before he walks up to Blaise, placing a hand on his upper chest, near his shoulder* Thank you, Blaise … it means a lot that you are willing to do this for me. *he says quietly, looking up at him*
Sure *he croaks, and looks back out the window again. It was raining now, and all he could think was how well it represented his mood. He was scared, he didn’t want to do this. Him and Cormac had just got their life sorted and now… Well he didn’t know what would happen*
Seriously, this means slot. No one else would do this for me and after all I’ve done to you … I don’t deserve it.
*he nods, before turning back to Draco* I don’t think I ever stopped caring about you. Even when… You know *he didn’t mention their history or their fight* I’ll always love Cormac. He, well I think he saved me *he says, a little embarrassed but it was the truth* But I’ll always care for you Draco. I can’t turn off those years of friendship and pretend they never happened.
Most people would have but … Thank you. *he smiles faintly*
It’s fine *he says quietly. He pauses before asking* When do you want me to… *he trails off, guessing he’ll know what he means*
“I’ll let you know … But I need to go back to the manor now. I need to find out why my parents haven’t been replying,” He said, removing his hand away from Blaises chest.
