Mcsexy: *he's at the Slytherin table, just finishing the last of his breakfast.
I’m sorry .. Blaise. If it was up to me, I would never have involved you but there is no one else but you. *he says quietly*
I know *he mutters. He rubs his eyes wearily* I know *he says again. He looks back at him* Well I should probably… go *he says awkwardly. He puts a hand on Draco’s shoulder* Will you be okay?
*he looks at Blaise.* I’ll be fine …
*he nods and turns to walk away, before stopping. He turns back to Draco and hugs him firmly. He feels scared for him* You idiota *he breathes*
*he sighs at the comforting hug Blaise gives him and he resists the urge to hug him back* I know .. I know. *he says quietly*
*he holds him a little longer, before pulling back. He holds his biceps at arms length and stares at him* Don’t do anything stupid over Christmas. Be safe *he says firmly*
What’s the worse I can do here at Hogwarts? Bump into Potter? *he chuckles quietly*
Given what your new mission is then yes, that could potentially be dangerous if he finds out *he says quietly. He pauses before saying* You can come over to mine anytime you want, you know *he murmurs*
Didn’t you say that your whore is going with you? *he jokes, trying to lighten the atmosphere and mood*
*he whacks him round the head* Don’t call him that *he mutters. He sighs, seeing Draco was trying to lighten the mood* Yes he is but… If you’re in danger and you don’t know where to go then… *he shrugs*
I couldn’t do that but thanks, Blaise. You really are a good friend. Cormac is lucky to have you … *he says quietly*
*he swallows, before cursing under his breath. Draco was bringing up old feelings he’d rather not remember; he was starting to remember why he’d fallen for Draco in the first place; he was surprisingly loyal and kind to his close friends. But even as Draco said that, he felt it was untrue; he’d let Cormac down so many times, nearly been the cause of his death and now he was remembering these feelings he’d had around Draco* Is he really *he mutters, chuckling bitterly. He looks at his friend* Thank you, Draco.
Of course he is. *he says, subconsciously touching Blaises cheek before he moves his hand away* Please, don’t forget to think about it Blaise. *he leans forwards and whispers in his ear* For me, Blaise. Please.
*he closes his eyes at Draco’s touch, and shivers as Draco leans in to whisper in his ear. He swallows and clenches his jaw, feeling just how close Draco was to him. He wants to push him away for Draco making him think on such a request but he just can’t. He almost feels like crying because of his confused feelings but he doesn’t. He opens his eyes and looks at Draco, their faces an inch apart, and he nods jerkily*
Thank you, Blaise. *he says quietly before he kisses him softly on the lips*
*his breath hitches as Draco kisses him. For a few seconds - he loses track of how long - he does nothing. He then kisses him back roughly, the anger coming out in his actions.*
*he grins throughout the kiss. He has Blaise under his finger and Blaise didn’t even know. He bites down hard on Blaise lip before he pulls back* Think about it Blaise. *he says as he walks away*
*he closes his eyes tightly; that was what he’d wanted for so many months before. For Draco to kiss him, to show he wasn’t disgusted by him. He feels his eyes burn before he thinks of Cormac, Cormac who, after everything they’d been through, had stuck with him. He flinches as Draco bites his lip and he opens his eyes slowly to see Draco walking away. His chest hurts and he doesn’t know what to think any more* I will *he says quietly, not sure if Draco heard*
*he grins himself as he walks away but he does put a finger to his lips and couldn’t help but feel something as he just thought back to what he had done. What that something is, he couldn’t say. *